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Happy New Year!!

I am truly amazed at how fast 2015 eased on out of here! It seems like six months ago we were saying, New Year, New Me. I'm just amazed at how I survived 2015!
With the normal aches and pains I was doing pretty good, Then in April I had a "Man down " situation!
I remember Staying up on a Wednesday night til 4a.m. I was cleaning, going through sweats and chills. Something kept saying don't stop moving. Later that day I went to a funeral with a friend and I kept it moving. By Saturday I was hurting like a son of a gun! Went to hospital got a test done and went home. The next day went back to the doctor and had emergency surgery that night!
Doctor came in to tell me I was lucky to be alive. My appendix had exploded. He told me it had to be at least a week because of how they had to fish it out. Im amazed at how all my doctors tell me they have never seen a case like mine.
Two days later I was undergoing another surgery. This one was to remove my spinal shunt. Seems like infection was headed straight to it. I say my appendix rupturing saved my life and brought awareness to what's really going on with me.
Once the shunt was taken out, the doctor discovered the previous surgeon had stuffed it in and it was putting pressure on my sciatic nerve. I went home that Thursday and was back in surgery that Saturday! Spinal fluid leakage, go figure!
Once on the road to recovery,my back split open and I had a whole in my back for eight weeks! I under went a colonoscopy on a Tuesday then bone fusion surgery that Thursday.
When I say GOD has me, I mean it!!!
           
When 2016 came, I was sleep. I got my first kiss of the New Year and rolled over ,lol. I decided
this year instead of publicly announcing my New Years Resolutions, I've decided to do silent resolutions.No one needs to know all the things you want to change. Who needs that pressure!

I look forward to just being at peace and watch my children grow into their own. Yesterday I got some bad news from the doctor, but I had prepared myself and I know God got me! My other half feels I shouldn't tell the kids yet, Im not good at keeping things from them so ,it's difficult. I just know God can do anything but fail!.

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